Miscarriage

Hai guys..

Yes I miscarriage....I am so sad but It was a destiny for us...we have to try harder after this...the story begins..

On last Thursday, I was bleeding but I just noticed after I came back from school...I told my sister and she said it was normal but she advised me to see a doctor if the bleeding does not stop...then I told my husband and we went to clinic...

Cerita di klinik...

We went to Mediprima clinic located near to my house...doctor scanned my stomach but she did not find my baby...however, she was informed me that the baby cannot be seen during 6 weeks pregnancy because it is too small...so..she advised me to go to hospital if the bleeding does not stop...so we went back home...

Cerita di hospital

At home, I checked the blood still have and this time banyak...then  we went to Hospital Selayang...we've registered and after waited about 1 hour, doctor called me...I told her everything and she scanned me and it was scary experience because she used a tool to korek inside my vagina to see my baby but she did not find anything...then, she scanned but the result was the same....but they were talking in doctor's bahasa and I was not understand...the thing that I was able to understand is they wanted me to see an expert...so she sent me to see an expert...The doctor scanned me but this time in details...he found there was a baby inside my womb but the baby's size was not right with my pregnancy's age...he gave me two possibilities:

1) I was miscalculated my pregnancy

2) My baby is not alive anymore

Then, he asked to go home and come back after two weeks and need to be scanned again to see the baby's progress... However, on last Friday, I checked but there was still blood but I still went to the school...came back from the school I felt pain in my stomach and darah keluar banyak and this time there were blood clots...I told my hubby and we went back to Hospital Selayang...

Cerita di hospital lagi...

About two hours waited, doctor called me and I told her everything....this time I realised that I miscarriage...she asked me to lie down and when I opened my panties and I found cebisan daging on my pad..I told doctor and she checked it and its confirm I miscarriage...then she scanned me and used her tools and I tell you it was painful...to check inside my vagina whether there was something left inside my womb...she asked me to scan in details but before that, they took my blood and I was injected with something.  I do not know what was the name.  Then, they sent me upstairs to be checked with an expert...My case was classified as "Incomplete Miscarriage"...doktor ni lagi kasar...die pakai seluk je...sakit woo........then Alhamdullillah..everything came out...and I can go home...they gave me some medicines and one day MC...

Now, I rest at home and berpantang...through my reading, berpantang selepas keguguran lebih rapi lagi compared with berpantang selepas bersalin...ni tengah pakai stokin 24 hours....thanks to my hubby because you are taking care of me very well..I Love You So Much Sayang...

I've got a lesson from my experience, after this I have to  be more alert with my period and I have to take care of myself very careful....I hope  I will get pregnant soon..but doctor advised me to wait at least three months to rebuild my womb...

YA ALLAH..KAMI REDHA DENGAN DUGAAN YANG DIBERIKAN DAN KAMI PERCAYA MESTI ADA HIKMAH DI SEBALIK SEMUA KEJADIAN INI.....INSYAALLAH....

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Alhamdulillah

Hai guys...

Alhamdulillah.....doa kami dimakbulkan...I AM PREGNANT.....the story begins....

22 March 2012 - I was so excited...because my period was late...but I was not sure whether I am pregnant or not....then, that night we were decided to buy UPT and the result was double line.......then, hati tak keruan, we went to clinic at 2.00 am and doctor said IT'S CONFIRM...yeyeyeyeyeyeyeeyyeye.......we were so excited..Alhamdulillah..doakan kami dimakbulkan....

But, I am so worried because before I know that I am pregnant I did chest X ray for my medical check up...I did the x ray on 2nd March 2012...but I told doctor about this matter and he said that its OK and fine....but I am still worry...I also have read some articles in the Internet and most of them said that chest X ray will not effect baby because the radius is not high....

Hmm...kami sentiasa berdoa supaya kandungan tidak terjejas dan amat berharap baby kami sihat walafiat......dear friends, sesape yang ade experience tentang ni tolonglah share..because your opinion is very valuable to us..

Bye guys...oh..BTW next Monday I will open my Buku Merah..

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Baby...

 

 Cak.....hello..... 

Guess what? tetibe je muke baby kan...hmm....please read the title of this entry...BABY..yes it is.....

I want a baby....we want a baby...my hubby and I want a baby.....please don't say that I am annoying  but honestly that's what we want right now...but we still do not have 'rezeki' yet...

I have to agree with my friend, she said Allah S.W.T tidak beri kita rezeki anak lagi sebab memandangkan keadaan kita sekarang...mungkin Allah S.W.T akan memberikan kita rezeki anak bila kita sudah 100% ready to be mummy and daddy....

Yes...its true....and we have to think positively....but sometimes my heart was so jealousy when I see my friends with her children...ada yang dah ada 2 orang...3 orang...hmmm..so lucky....

My MIL pun has started to ask when she will get a grandchild and it makes me feel tak tentu arah....tapi my hubby pandai cover die cakap alah..kitorang baru je kawin...memang kalau diikutkan  we have officially declared as husband and wife about 6 months but...hari tu kan kene pantang tak boleh nak mengandung so plus minus kitorang dah kawin 3 bulan....baru lah tu kan...but biaselah...people keep asking bile nak pregnant?dah ada isi ke?dah ada ape2 ke?

Hmmm...it is freaking me out...but as I said earlier...takde rezeki lagi....its ok...we will try harder.....so for those who has tips on how to get pregnant easier please share with me...

Oklah...that's all for now...and see you in the next entry...big hugs and kisses...

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Guru Kesihatan

Hai

What a surprise title huh!...Yes, I was appointed as GURU KESIHATAN..I don't have  a clear picture about this duty...BUT tomorrow I have to attend TAKLIMAT PENGURUSAN BERAT MURID at JPNWP.....

Hopefully, the briefing will be interesting and fun.....tak boring and tak membuatkan saya mengantuk....Oklah...need to sleep rite now...see you in the next entry...

Bye guys...

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YES....Finally...

Hello.......

Yes...finally I manage to motivate myself to update my blog....huih....what a long time I am not visiting my blog....The reason?????As usual tired.....hahahah...alasan...

BTW, school as usual, nothing special to update, but I got a new jadual and now I am teaching Year 2 and Year 3....Suddenly, I am realize that teacher's duty is not an easy...It is difficult to teach Year 2 pupils especially the weaker...It is very tough and everyday I have to crack my head to find ideas and ways on how to teach them...

I am not giving excuses, but it is the fact....My pupils can be categorized as pupils that cannot read, write and count....It is very hard for me to teach them because I have no experience dealing with this category of pupils before..Yalah...mase practikal hari tu, dapat budak yang pandai.....skang hamik ko...

But, now, I am in the midst to understand them and find ways to teach them by using the easiest way....I should teach them using WORD LEVEL so that they will familiarize with the words....I am not saying they are not PANDAI at all, they able to response to me and some of them able to answer my questions but as I said earlier, there are so many works need to be done to ensure that they are able to read, write and count....

Panjang plak cite pasal school...now turn to my personal life.....My hubby and me still in a happy family even there are so many worries inside our minds...KEEP OURSELVES POSITIVE.....We are struggling to make a baby this year...Nak sangat baby ni...tak dapat-dapat lagi.....Never mind...maybe our time will come soon....Never mind....just leave it to Allah S.W.T....besides Doa' marilah kite bekojo sekueknyo.....

Oklah.....stop here and I promise this blog will be never BERHABUK again....esok sekolah..nak tidur.....eh luper school holiday is just around the corner...YEY...tak sabar nak berehat di rumah.......

Bye guys..till then...HUGS AND KISSES for you...

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SK Kiaramas...First School...

Hai Guys...

SK KIARAMAS?????? that is my school..Ahlamdulillah I've been posted to this school....where is it? It is located in Persiaran Dutamas.....and I am so thankful because Allah has fulfilled my wish..

Most of the pupils are anak orang gomen.....the headmaster is Chinese...my new boss Mr.Tan...and I am so grateful because the teachers are so helpful and tak sombong....

Currently, I am teaching Year 3 and 4, English Language....OMG...frankly speaking..it has huge differences between budak kampung and budak bandar...budak bandar ni ketegak skit...ADOI...every day I have to SHOUT, SHOUT and SHOUT....even they are so noty but they are adorable....especially Year 3 pupils....gigit kang..

Hari keempat ke sekolah...I was overslept...memang tak sempat kalau nak drive...tau tak...may husband and I merempit...memang rempit V3 sebab nak kejar punch card sebelum pukul 7.30 am...dengan kehebatan rider I managed to arrive at school at 7.27 am..nasib baik tak merah...huahuah...lawak tol.....

Like people always said that, becoming a teacher is a heaven job because banyak cuti...OF COZ lah.....now I am on holiday for a week because CNY...bestnyer...baru je keje dan cuti kan.....

Ha nak cite ni we will move to Batu Cave sebab dekat ngan sekolah..then my hubby pun senang nak pegi kejer...we find house that located in the center...tadi penat nak mampus pegi mencuci rumah baru...Alhamdulillah my life is almost complete...

Now, TUNGGGUUUU GAJI NAK MASUK........bile lah nak dapat ni..in my mind, I got so many things to buy........Oklah.....that's all for now....ooo sebelum terlupe...going to hometown..yeyeyey...

Ok..babye..wait for my new entry....

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My Wedding...

Hai Guys...

Sorry lah ni cite berhabuk dah ni.....tak sempat nak hupdate.....My wedding went well on 25th Dec 2011....baru hari ni nak update kan.....Even it was not as glamour as ARTIS....huahua...but i'm blessed because it was running as per my plan....

Syukur Alhamdulillah.......Suprisingly, Nisa, Fulana, Pija, Afdzan and Pika and her family came to my big day and thank you so much to all of you.....Unfortunately, I was so busy and did not have much time to entertain them.....

I am satisfied with all my wedding outfits...it was so spectacular and thanks to my Mak Andam Kak Jee...She's so helpful and kind hearted.   I love my RED dress and also my baju "Malam Berinai"...My make up also was so beautiful.....

To my cameraman DIK and IZWAN..thank you so much....HA....you all punye hasil keje memang superb...Album memang cantik and I LOVE IT, LOVE IT...but I've no soft copy rite now, but once I got it, for sure I will upload it...Wait ok...

After dah "Bersanding" and "Makan Beradab" we went for outdoor...It was held at Padang Golf Bidor...Even the day was hot but we still enjoyed the photography session...Thanks to DIK and IZWAN...

The memorable moment is the time that I want to go back to KL....Suddenly I felt so sad to leave my parents and family...I do not know why..but the feeling was there and I cried.....Maybe for those who had the same feeling as I am know and understand.....

In short, my hubby, my parents and family are the most important persons in my life...I cannot live without them....Huhuhu...tetibe sentek...... 

Ok....habis cerita pasal sanding..kite sambung cite lain plak k...see you in new entry...

BABYE.....

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